I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m jealous of a lot of other girls. Not just their looks, but their personalities. These girls that are beautiful inside & out frustrate me to no end. It’s not like I dislike them, I’m just jealous. I wish I had that all-around beauty. The kind that draws people in like bees to honey. Those kinds of girls make me wish to better myself, yet my looks & personality are (to some extent) out of my control. Putting on some make-up or spending hours on my hair doesn’t make me glow like they do. & forcing myself to act this way or that way, talk that way or this way, or be what I’m not won’t give me the natural heart of gold they have. It’s girls like this that I’m always passed up for. It’s girls like this that I want to hate, but find myself unable to. It’s girls like this that not only find what all girls want, but deserve to. It’s girls like this that make me green with envy.