October 2010
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I'm baaaaack. (x
So yeaaah.. HI!
I’m going to be using a new tumblr acct though. Tryin to start off fresh, ya know? (: If you wanna follow it..
miahLauren is my new one. (: It’s naked right now cause I just made it, but I’ll start posting more really soon.
Thaanks!
July 2010
35 posts
I wish I had a different face.
& a different body. & a different personality. & a different mindset. & a different.. everything. I just wish I wasn’t me.
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Your Really Pretty(:
awwe, thank you! (:
ask me anything <3
All relationships are worth fighting for, just...
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Green with envy.
I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m jealous of a lot of other girls. Not just their looks, but their personalities. These girls that are beautiful inside & out frustrate me to no end. It’s not like I dislike them, I’m just jealous. I wish I had that all-around beauty. The kind that draws people in like bees to honey. Those kinds of girls make me wish to better myself, yet...
Low Self-esteem,
ohdaniboy: luxwillow:
You don’t know the first thing about low self-esteem if you think it’s that fucking easy. It’s not as easy as waking up one morning and deciding you’re going to pretend to be happy; or that today, you look somewhat decent; or wow, you realise that falsifying confidence is something you can actually do; it’s not like that. That’s now how it fucking works. This is waking up...
@thomassereno
My new BFF because he’s playing guitar & singing to me. <3
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FACT:
Favorite part of the day is taking my bra off before bed. Setting the boobs free is the best feeling.
Look, I know.
I’m spoiled. I get a lot of things I want cause my family is well off. We’re not rich, but we have decent money & get to indulge a lot. Do I walk around with my nose in the air thinkin I’m the shit? Hell no. Unlike real spoiled brats, I appreciate what I get. I know I’m lucky to get to live this kind of life. It’s not like my parents don’t work for their...
Maybe one day you'll notice me .
meuhgee:
Just maybe. Or maybe one day you’ll lose the chance to ever even see me. Who knows. But will I ever make the first move? Of course not. I’m not waiting on you, but I am hoping you’ll come around. If you don’t, I’ll be disappointed, but don’t worry, I’m not losing any sleep over this. I just hope that we at least get the chance to get to know each other. I really really hope so. All I...
Not gonna lie.
A relationship would be welcome if I found a good guy, but a friend with benefits is all I really want at the moment. Just someone to hug & kiss every so often without a commitment. I mean, yeah it’d be great to have someone to call my own, but who needs to be tied down in high school ya know? I just wanna have some fun while I live my life. I’ve had one before & I miss it. We...
Lover or Brother?
I feel like there’s a time limit to when certain relationships can move from ‘friend’ to ‘lover.’ There’s a time window before the line can’t be crossed. Yes, the line known as the ‘I don’t wanna mess up our friendship’ line. It’s the time where one of the two people feels too attached—as a friend—to the other which...
Dear Future Girlfriend,
petersbloggin:
Honestly, I don’t want you to believe a single word I say, until I prove it. What’s an “I love you” mean, when I treat you like the dirt I walk on? What’s an “I miss you” mean when I don’t try to contact you. What’s the point of the title “boyfriend,” if I don’t put meaning behind it? That’s the one thing I want you to know. Words are nothing without an action. Nahhhmeaan?
If I deserve better, then why am I the one who's...
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Runner up.
I’m never ever the big prize. Even at my best, I’m never good enough. Someone always one-ups me. Why can’t I be the first choice just once?
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FormSprung!
hey there, umm haaii :) halo halo
Hi caaasin, I found your formspring! Haha hi caaasin! I threatened your bf. (;
AHAH, mkay (: hahah. much better!! (:
Hi, I read your Tumblr and I give you props for standing up. I understand how you feel..And I never did that for myself very well and truly regret it. I hope you get over this guy ASAP and move on! Don’t give up! There’s a good guy...
Those feelings never existed in the first place.
Who the FUCK do you think you’re kidding? I’m tired of this ‘I love you still’ nonsense! If that were real, things wouldn’t be the way they are now. & saying it’s not over doesn’t mean it’s not. I can assure you that whatever you imagine happening in the future isn’t going down. I’ll make sure of that. This game is over. My...
Dear You,
I don’t know what the fuck to do about you. My nights consist of thinking about you, waiting on you, & crying over you. Fuck it. Why are you doing this to me? You friend tells me that you’re the kind of guy who wouldn’t hurt me or do me wrong in any way but he’s already wrong. I’ve cried so much over you. You wanna know why? Cause I honestly believed you did love...
You know how people say you should always have a...
That it somehow makes things better? It’s supposed to give you an optimistic outlook? Well whenever I walk around with a smile, all I know is that it doesn’t do any of that for me. While I fake that smile everyday, all that runs through my mind are the reasons I have to fake it.
“You only want me when you’re lonley.
If I say I’m gonna leave,...”
– Bruno Mars
Tumblr needs a "relate" button, because sometimes...
Part 1
Tap. “The fuck..?” I turned over in bed, pulling my covers over my head. Without leaving the embrace of my blanket, I reached out and checked my phone that was charging next to me. 2:18am the phone glared. I put my phone down and after a moment, another tap sounded. Grunting, I sat up and on my knees while rubbing my eyes. “Where the hell…” before I could finish, a...
I'm selfish.
I want to be the girl he never forgets. The one he longs to hear from months later. I wanna be the one he compares all other girls to. The one he thinks about even when he’s with someone new. You know, “the one that got away.” Yeah.. I wanna be her because so far, I’ve only been “the stepping stone to true love” and that shit doesn’t fly with me.
Intimidation
ackhun:
Ever since I began using Tumblr, I’ve came across numerous people of course. Usually, the deal is that if they’re generally good looking, you’re automatically intimidated a little bit at first. Though on Tumblr, if they’re good looking, and they have true substance in their posts, it’s like damn. I feel like these type of people are way above my level to socialize with me in any way...
Love or the pussy
You want me to unzip your jeans, but I just wanna unzip your dreams. Fullfill your dreams not your sexual desires. I’m a man who knows what he wants and thats the mind before the pussy. But how am I called gay if I wanna love your mind before your body? If I refuse will you profusely call me gay cause I denied your pussy at first? Because I’m not in love with you? Because when I love someone,...
Online vs. Real Life
I’m such a different person on the internet than who I am in real life. No I’m not fake in either ‘world,’ I’m simply different parts of myself in either. I think the seperation is that online, I’m more true to who I really am than in person. It’s really not that weird if you think about it. If you’re online, there’s less pressure. When...
June 2010
40 posts
whoisnhoj:
I enjoy receiving those long cute texts. Especially when you wake up to them or fall asleep to them. You know. Those random long ass goodmorning/goodnight texts. Then you save them afterward and you read them everytime you look through your inbox. They never fail to make me smile.
i remember those times where we stay up late on...
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samanthasintuition:
I know, I know. Most girls would prefer a relationship instead of a hookup. I’m one of those girls, most of the time. But honestly, I wouldn’t mind a quick hookup. It’d save a lot of drama. No “I love you”s, no stress. Just a moment of my lips on yours, and it’s done and over with. I’m probably going to be called a slut for this, but it’s been done before, and this is just my...
Way to ruin a really cute moment!
Him: I'm on xbox haha. Chillin in my room.
Me: Haha. Oh gawsh. Boys and their games. ;p
Him: I love my gamess.
Me: mw2?
Him: Of course! Haha.
Me: Hahah. I'm surprised you're texting back then!
Him: Haha well it might take a while but I don't mind dying to talk to you. Haha
Me: Awwe, that's sweet!
Him: Hahaha. I don't mind dying cuz I suck at this game anywaaay.
thomassereno asked: Heylooo, I should've hit you up when I was in socal!
3 hours of tokbox & 107 minutes of phone time was...
Jackie, Darlene (Darrin), & Joan (Jonathan)! Teehee(:
@jaas
Jordyn, thanks so much for tonight. You’re an amazing person and I’m so glad I can call you my friend. You let me vent to you. You ask me about things that I never realized I needed to say. I’ve realized things about myself thanks to your friendship. We’ve only hung out once but you treat me better than most people I see on a regular basis. I could never thank you enough...
I'm a biter during kisses.
jacob-allan:
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Dear Future Lover,
I’m not going to make a monstrous list of standards I expect you to meet. What I think I deserve & what I really deserve are two completely different things. Besides, I’ll only be eliminating good people by asking for so much. Maybe I’ll end up with someone rich & attractive who makes everyone jealous. Maybe I’ll end up with someone only I can love. I...